being in love...not

i'm feeling real tired and lost. aimless.dunno why i have towork,worry abt the stupid letter that never seems to come...i dun wan to do anything. ANYTHING. have the urge to run run run faraway to somewhere so i can be myself and no longer have to worry abt anything...just run away...

can i cry on your shoulder?

Saturday, April 28, 2007

12:15

i'm feeling so weak and strengthless right now.even the rate of my typing have slowed down.shit.i alr had a premonition yesterday when i had jelly legs in the morning.totally like i was having no control over my legs at all and they could just give way anytime...and now i'm feeling so weak and had diarrhea since morning,making me more weak than i need to be...

so tired,weak and in pain.nothing else i can do now.i just want this to be over quickly...

Sunday, April 22, 2007

11:25

such a tiring day i had yesterday...went to cut my hair,den rush off to ikea to buy wooden shelves and carry back home back by myself..came home with 'boneless and powerless' arms...den rush out home to go vj to watch the juniors rehearse..was a bit boring and so went off for dinner at 5pm...concert was a bit funny and disappointing la...cos we had a combined concert with 2 other jcs and *COUGH-they-were-not-realy-goodCOUGHT* not that i biased or wat,but seriously,the dizi qi zou from one of the jcs was really bad. the person stand so straight and never move la!!! same position for the whole song...dunno how she manage it...but the mjc (since they are not bad,i shall name them) their da he zou was quite nice...considering they r very new..their standard is not bad loh....but i still think VJCO is the best of all la...the percussionists were good as usual.liked both the songs they played...GOOD! da he zou for CHUN was good too...hopefully with this standard they can get GOLD WITH HONOURS back la (:

feels good to be back...

it's sunday,and i have like 4 hrs of recorded shows that i have yet to watch...sianx...

Friday, April 20, 2007

21:18

oh wells,haven been able to blog for this few days so i shall recount a lot of things...SUNDAY, the 4J clique went out tgther to celebrate vonn's bday! but b4 tt,i met up with pok to go shopping and bought a new bag and shorts! felt very happy but broke after tt...and tt caused me to have very pitiful lunches for this whole week... anyway,we had dinner at the fish n co glasshouse! the atmosphere is quite good and the waiter was like trying to be very nice and asked us how's our day and stuff...but i think pok was too tired or wat and she blurred off and i had to answer tt guy...haha...very happy! and they arranged to have a sleepover at vonn's hse next week which i think i cannot la...haiz...

THURSDAY saw me through an energetic day because i was gg to meet up with almost all the girls (jiehui,rt,aud,weili,ys,sheeyee,vania,jq)in 05S32 for dinner at NEWYORK NEWYORK...

oh,the most exciting part of the day was i took a ride on my colleague's MOTORBIKE to meet the girls...

super fun!!!at first i was quite scared becos of the speed and also i haven ride on one for quite long liao...super fast,cos the wind like kept blowing the hair onto my face and it felt like the hair was slapping me la!pain! but after a while when we went onto the expressway i just look around and enjoyed the scenery...hahaha....and i saw the uncompleted ferris wheel!!! i will definitely go have a ride on it when it's finally opened. (: ...the dinner was great as we chit chat abt our work and laughed...just so missed the times in VJ and hope to go back to school so we no longer have to work and be so tired all day...haiz...just want my freedom back!!!!

oh,i finally quit my only tuition job,which means i have no extra income for now...have to go find again...sian...but i quite like the idea of having my saturdays free...maybe i should rest a while b4 finding tuition jobs...hehe...must slack a bit mah...

Thursday, April 12, 2007